Sweet Escaped

~choose carefully which you want to stay, because like the sand, only those in the center of your palm will last...~

... way back last december i had a talk with a friend, I was surprised when we are in the middle of our conversation and she just suddenly said

" you know flor i admire you. because you make decisions without regretting
the choices you made. you never waste your time looking back...".

yeah, maybe i am what she said. but honestly, i am not that strong in facing all the consequences of every decision i made. in short, every single decision broke me. But that brokeness i experienced build me to what i am now. ( i'm not saying that i have something to boast now lol no! i have nothing to boast, 'cause everyting that i have with me is a product of grace) but it's about me as a person who is not strong but in my weakness God gaves me strenght to sustain me, for me to keep on pressing and moving. I believe that each and everyone is not a finish product of who they are. our flaws and mistakes are part of the process in the building of our character and what we'd been through in the build up of our personality.

~ for that one year of being away from home hmmm.... i missed this smell of the wind near the sea (grin) ~